That’s what she turned to be after so many moments shared together as an incredible team. I used to think that we were Bonnie and Clyde and the world belonged to us as long as we stood by each other. Those were the moments of total bliss.
Never thought it would be just as temporary as any source of happiness.
When I first met her, I thought she was the perfect fit for a soul as mine. I gave my best self and yet it was not enough. I thought my love and my commitment to the relationship were enough to hold us together but the part of the equation where her own feelings would be involved escaped my ability to think.
She left without saying goodbye when I needed her the most. My beautiful stranger.
I ran into her the other, she looked at me as though we had never had a thing, a life together. As if we were total strangers.
Now I sit in this room full of neon lights, reminiscing about those moments we used to have. We used to be in love. We used to one. Those moments…
Paterne Freeman Shadowriter, Liberscribes
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The Apprentice to the Universe 
Sorry to hear. I look past my ex the same way but he behaved atrociously
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Thanks Rarenwise for the support. I am truly sorry for that. I’ve come to understand that these are experiences that we all need to go through at one moment or the other. It helps us grow I guess.
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Yes I suppose. My ex attempted to take my life. Ruthlessly assaulted me I don’t agree I needed to go through that but I definitely learned a lot from experience his crazy
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Aw! That’s definitely not okay. Why would he do such a thing? I still don’t get it. Why would people do that to someone they’ve loved, someone who’s been there for them? I am glad you survived this. And I am pretty sure, you won’t let that happen any more.
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Because he’s a psychopath. He lied about loving me. He chose drugs and alcohol over me. Allowed his demons to take charge of who we is
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Damn! That’s totally not fair. Sorry about that.
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But that is growth reflecting and learning from what we go through. Not targeting in hopes they accept what you’ve done to them. Maybe that door closed for you so that you could meet someone better.
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You got it so Right. I’ve come to understand that there’s a reason behind all that. I needed that!
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Yes! When one door closes we only find better doors to open.
My ex fiancée will have to face life repercussions and his own karma before he gets his better door though. That’s just the way the cookie crumbles
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Absolutely… Over the years, I’ve learned that every vibe you hurl off always finds its way back to you. Live and embrace your life my dear.
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And just imagine I didn’t even acknowledge the narcissist portions.
Most of that love he claimed were bold face lies. That’s the thing salt and sugar look the same but they definitely do not taste the same. One must be quite careful what they believe in others. I ended up having the quote the ugly wrath unleashed upon be because I didn’t enable the behaviors nor addictions of a narcissist addict. One that still stalks me and seems overly concerned about what I feel towards him.
Live and embrace:
Definitely something I’ve been doing. Before when Eric was in my life, he sabotaged everything I had going on. Now that he’s gone and no longer privy life has once more renewed and blooming.
You too will find that shining light. Good hearts always win in the end. On going and forevermore. Karma is real good or bad we all get what’s coming
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Mayhaps he believes to have won over you. That’s probably his mistake. One day he will come to the sad realization that you were the best thing he ever had. And Now your life is way better than what he could possibly start to imagine. The thing about that kind of person is that when you realize what/who they are, it’s probably too late. But one thing remains crystal clear, Karma stands at the core of equilibrium. You’ve said it, in the end, good hearts always win. Thanks for sharing this with me and I am so glad your life is blooming again. You deserve to be happy.
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🙌 an ugly hearts face their reckonings. Your right. History usually has an indication of predicting the future. He will sober up one day and whole heartedly regret what he did. What he pissed away. However, by then it’ll be far to late. I won’t be accessible to him. A cross he must bear. I stepped into his life in a huge way. He mistreated that. Thank you also for sharing with me
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That’s exactly how it works. I hope someday he will find his own way and understand. That’s the only thing we can possibly wish for him. And sadly, he’s gonna have to live with that. The bitter taste of it!
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Indeed! Unfortunately it’s going take a long ugly journey and path down the treacherous route as his addiction has become a full blown spiral
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Aw! That’s the sad fact about addiction. Unfortunately, he’s gonna have to face it all the way long. When down the trench of addiction, most of them do not realize the pain they inflict on love ones, if not too late, they eventually come to realize that. At least for some… May he come to realize and work on himself enough to deserve a second chance from the universe even though I will be too late to come back to you.
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If he was man enough to take accountability for what he did, he may receiver kindness and compassion from me. As a good hearted person, it is not in my nature to hurt or shun others.seeing as though he wants me to believe I was the abuser and deserved the attack,I’d say asking for accountability and receiving it are entirely impossible with him.
The universe will give him another chance provided he makes the pot open amends. Otherwise,he will be constantly reaping what he sews
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That’s how it Works. I am glad you’re open enough to go beyond what he did and think of the possibility of showing kindness and compassion. In the end, they often have excuses. How terrible!
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Of course. Spiritual warriors are placed here to heal and do good work. If he wants to redeem himself he sure can. That doesn’t mean I’m begging for him back into my life,it just means I won’t hold anger. It’s in the universes hands now
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Voilà ! That’s exactly why we do what needs to be done. Knowing everything is energy, it’s our personal and Collective duty to keep it positive around us.
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Exactly! We must realize as spiritual warriors that it’s no game. There’s no faking and there no spiritual bypassing. One must sit with all things. Accountability is crucial for growth
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Nothing else to add. You’ve got it so right. So we face it and do the job. Come what may.
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Do you have IG
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Sure…
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Do you kind if we share our usernames?
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Check your DM on IG. If I am right, I might have just texted…
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Whoahhhh how did you know how to find me. Nice! We both follow Prince EA. Love it
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Intuition, my dear. ☺️
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🙀😶🌫️
Haha you matched up names 🤪
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It was easy… 😅😅😅
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It’s quite telling that Eric would allow for the damage of his actions to set in rather than men’s them before he completely screws up the best thing that ever happened to him
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I am sorry for him. Let’s just hope he will eventually figure it out. After all, that’s the best we could possibly wish.
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Indeed! I myself have washed my hands clean and placed into the hands of the universe. He could have figured it out and not lost his diamond. Instead, he chooses to allow what he had to slip away. That’s on I’m. His cross. I have. Already put in a lot of my personal shadow work in the matter and have no need for his games in my life furthermore.
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You did the best you could. You won’t have to worry about that any more. The Universe knows exactly how to deal with it. That’s why I do not bother myself anymore when it comes to issues like these… I know it always comes back and people always reap whatever they sowed.
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This is the truth. Crystal Clear Clarity in fact! Universe knows my heart and universe knows his. His actions. Atrocities have been weaved. Casted.
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So simply leave it all to him who bargains not and knows exactly how to made balance stands.
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Done and done 😎👆
🙃🧐
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That’s perfect! Surround yourself with love and vibe. It’s one thing I’ve been learning over the years.
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Ditto! I made the mistake of believing Eric was good vibes. A narcissist would have you believing your souls mates when you mean nothing at all to them
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I guess it’s one way of learning. A bit too hard though… But eventually you succeeded in overcoming the situation. You see, you’re more powerful than he thought.
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Indeed! He expected a complacent source out of me. Someone he could easily manipulate. I am far to much woman for him to handle. Far to wise to fall into his trap. I saw through his tricks and games. He decided to punish me for it. He took that into his own hands. Making a decision for the universe where it wasn’t his place
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The thing about all that is that people like him never win over in the end… I am so glad you’ve survived and happy you’re thriving now. Now here you are, ready to help other people.
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Always! I’ve been helping people for years.I helped him when clearly he didn’t seem serve it. You are right! No matter how many tantrums he throws and gaslights he ignores, he won’t win. Why? Because this isn’t a competitions. He knows what he did. He needs to pull his head out of his arse and accept it already. Work on it and come to terms. Until he does, he will walk the depths of limbo. I almost lost my life that night. The only thing that saved me was a neighbor yelling through the door. Yikes! It was brutal. Ruthless! Universe knows my heart. Universe has a plan for me. I survived because in the midst of my slipping away, I was spoken to. I’ll be posting about that small crucial moment soon.
However, I didn’t realize you may not even know parts of the story.
This is what happened with some details left out cause it was heavy.
https://ladyhummingbirdspeaks.com/2021/09/09/rushed/
Here is the beginning of my revelations and the story only a few days after it occurred.he fled. Didn’t worry didn’t care three days after he assaulted me, he tried hacking into my bank account. A few days after that he pulled his games and blocked me all over social media knowing HE was the one in the wrong. So I decided to speak up. Tell my story. He didn’t like that very much. I drew him out with one of his fake blogs and he started gaslighting threatening and harassing.
https://ladyhummingbirdspeaks.com/2021/07/21/in-the-pudding/
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You really are a survivor, dear Rarenwise. You’re a strong woman!
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🙌🔥
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Won’t make that mistake again
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Voilà !
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