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As I weep,
Prisoner of my own monsters
Crawling in the ocean of my darkest old mistakes,
I lose control of my humanity.

As I weep in the presence of my demons,
Infamous beings losing patient to my soul take,
I stretch my hands helplessly.

As I weep, tormented by creatures I allowed to be
When my inside world is shaken.
Victim of my brilliant hallucinating mind,

I lay dying slowly while I swallow the poison of my imagination.
I lose control,
My faith is shaking.

As I weep, I feel the god of death drawing closer,
Playing with my nerves with no real intention to take me home.

Paterne Freeman Shadowriter
In #Self_and_Universe
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